Just close your eyes & kiss me before I leave
Nicole; Right that is so Celeste! Celeste uses it too okay. aybe Cel got it from Felicia.
Laura; I never wore that before okay! I like St Andrew's! Omg damn nice!
Butterfly lover; Allright, thanks! Goodluck for your EOYs/ Ns/ Os. (: T'care.
Thanks for commenting. (:
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Well I've made up my mind that I want you to be the one
The one I wanna be with when I'm ninety-two
(:
I'm on the phone now with someone. Not gonna name who. But the first thing this someone called & said was "I called to say thank you for being my friend" & I guess that's the best thing she ever said to me after so much had happened. I love you someone(You know who you are), I'll still be by your side no matter what (:
I swear I need my own com or laptop. Ugh how annoying. Zelly keep asking me to let her play the com & stuff. Yes after Ns, I'm gonna do so well, so I'll get my own laptop. No one's gonna boss me around by then, yay :)
Shyan got this for her Art(& a lot more but they're damn ugly!).
I think it's nice. I know my face damn scary la. Hahah!
School was rather short tday. I love Fridays (: Morning we had some mass crap with Miss Charles. Gosh someone please kill her. The way she speaks, the speeeeeed. (Fuck man my eyes damn itchy!) She thought Bestaye, Qiaos & I were talking during prayers' but we weren't. She came over & asked us to show some respect & all. Like hullo! We were just grinning @ the way she says it & stuff. & I think she's a little cock-eye. :/ I didn't know she was looking @ our direction until Qianyu told me she was coming towards us. Hahaha!
Maths was the first period. Got 53/60 for 2004's N level paper! :D Everyone's improving! Bestaye got 54/60(She was suposed to get 55 la k but she didn't label the quiestion correctly so minus one mark, wasted!), Sass got 41/60, Yj got 39/60! :D Damn happy for us, & definitely myself. We had Chemistry paper after that. Haha we had the answers with us, by the way. So it was rather easypreasy ay. Did maths after I finished the paper. Supposed to do MCQs but I didn't do. Hahah damn lazy & I hate Chem. Rahh. After that was recess already! Carla's damn retarded, I swear! Had English paper. Did compo, topic 6, '"The best things in life are free" Do you think it is true?' Yeh obviously I do agree uh. Maybe I'll talk about it later in the entry IF I HAVE THE TIME. Got back our letter-writing! I got 21/30 for section 2 :) Yay.
I love Sass!
We got almost the same scar!
@ the Hall for CD (:
CD was fun, though I kept moving around. Drama skits again, by other classes. (: Carla's damn gay in it, I swear! Hahah fucking hell funny. After school, went to Compass with Shyan, Bestaye & Qiaos (: Cabbed there. We made a lot of noise @ the bus stop though. Hahah 'cos there's two groups of aunties & uncles, they snatched cab from us ): Hahah & Bestaye was like "Aiya let them first la, they're old already what." They're not old to the extend that yknow they go hu-hu-hu like that Liangpopo(Jack Neo)! Hahah they still can walk, go out on their own kind. Thats why I call them aunties & uncles!
All of us got this in our purses :)
Got to Compass, had lunch @ BK! It's been long since we all ate BK man. We totally made a fool outta ourselves luh. Over-stressed (: Hahaha! Ate, went to print pictures with Shyan. Got that one up there printed, four in one so all of us get one. Bestaye always complain that we don't have a groupie like this one to keep in our purses. Now we do! & that is so to know, wherever we go, we'll be by each other's side (: I love they four.
Dotcha love her? (:
Left around 3plus. Got my magazines & Qiaos went to meet Keith, while I headed home. I've been on the com since I came home. Was doing my maths too. (:
As I was saying about the compo, I wrote mostly about my hweelings(feelings) & my life. I can't exactly remember I wrote but when I get it back, only if it scores well, I'd post it up here. I don't know how people would define 'best things in life' but for me, I'd explain it as things that not everyone would get, uncommon, usually unique. For example, life experiences, memories, your identity & people around you. Life experiences, maybe some would go through the same thing as you did but not everyone. Perfect life? No. I wouldn't call it perfect. Life is filled with ups & downs. We can't expect it to be smooth all the time. There's bound to be setbacks ay? That is where all of us grow & learn, fall & pick ourselves up. Not easy but that's life, isn't it?
Then I talked about.. people around us. I mentioned about this particular someone I met that changed my life entirely & had made me realised that in life, we gotta try sometimes to get what we want & not wait for the other party to try & we just sit around, hoping it would work out. I talked about her life, how she was abused by her parents but she still could come & tell me "I love my parents" in that shakey voice of hers. I wonder why she could do this while I can't. So I took a big step, went ahead & did what she told me. Each time I needa rant, she was there. Never failed to. Out of her busy days, she'd definiely make some time to listen to me. She affected me a lot & thank God for her. If it weren't for her, I guess things for me wouldn't be better right now.
Lastly, I mentioned about memories. Memories are one thing that I treasure the most in my life. I'd keep them safe in this treasure box of mine near to my heart. As cliche as it may sound, it's true. (Honestly, I think it doesn't make sense, fuck) Sometimes I ponder why aren't we given a turn back time machine. But I thought if we were, then all of us won't move on. We'd still be stucked at where we want to be. Life goes on no matter what happens ay. So yeh, no turn back time machine. Let's say if I was given a turn back time machine, I'd go back to times when Mom was still by my side, when Dad would kiss my forehead when I fall asleep or times when that someone & I were still close together. Not that Mom isn't around anymore, she is but drifted away, Dad no longer does such things, that someone & I went on our seperated ways due to our horrible relationship. If only I could turn back time, I'd wanna feel that happinesss & love all over again.
& I end off the compo with "Memories are the best things in life & they are.. free." (:
The Bottom Line
Use all your energy to go out into the world today -- go grab what you deserve.
In Detail
If you've been waiting for a time when someone will come knock on your door and present you with a golden ticket to your future, you're wasting precious time. The promises people have been making to you are genuine, but they might take a lot longer to fulfill than you realize right now. Instead of repeatedly asking for what you're owed, it might be a better use of your energy to just go out into the world and try to get it for yourself.
Ahhhhhhhhh true enough. Is it asking me to study hard or work harder on chasing?
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After blogging here, I'm gonna go blog in the family's blog (: Maybe after that I'll study, Maths again! I'm falling so much in love with Maths, my iPod, Plain White T's songs :) Hey There Delilah is so nice! Saving Jane's Come Down To Me too. (:
Kwai talked to me just now & I realised, I do miss talking to her. (: Hahah remember the times we used to be so close maaaaaaaan. She is gaaaaaaay maan. Hahahha.
I guess we've come to the end of our story.
Time to draw a line between us & no more love yous.
Though you know I still do, somehow.
& I know you've never stop feeling so..
Uh huh, & I love you.
I've been dancing on the tops of buildings with you./
<3.
5:25 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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